From the MAPS mailing list:

I am delighted to announce that Myron Stolaroff, pioneering researcher and MAPS friend, has given us permission to make his book “Thanatos to Eros, 35 Years of Psychedelic Exploration” available to readers on the MAPS website.

Quoting briefly from the Forward by Alexander Shulgin and Ann Shulgin:

“The story of Thanatos to Eros takes us through two marriages, over the course of the author’s growth from a successful engineer to an independent business man, and eventually, we see his first steps and subsequent strides as a researcher and explorer of human consciousness. We move with him through the often intense and difficult changes that take place as he learns to use his
chosen tools, the psychedelic drugs, beginning with LSD in 1956, and progressing to other powerful visionary plants and drugs over the subsequent years. He is trying to, in the words of Carl Jung,
“make the unconscious conscious,” as the way to attain realization of his ultimate self. We discover, along with him, that this is a hard goal to attain, and that it must be sought with complete inner integrity and fearless self-examination.”

Thanatos to Eros can be found at http://www.maps.org/t2e/index.html